So I went to June's and sewed to keep busy today. She and I took turns crying in between sewing this Pineapple Blossom (me) and her Orca Bay. Why I am crying you may wonder? Well DJ and I broke up on Wednesday night and she pretty much moved out on Thursday and most of her stuff and her dogs are already gone. I have a huge hole in my heart. The odds were against us from the start but she convinced me we could make it. I love her heart and soul and wish the stars would have aligned somehow so that we could have been together forever. It is so hard to lose your best friend and biggest cheerleader. I have lots of friends and will survive this loss too, I know in my head it is the right decision for both of us, but in my heart I want what we had back. Damn my heart.
Both Randy and Kathy invited me to dinner and so June and I met up with them and had Indian food which is my favorite. Really hadn't eaten for two days so it was good. We then rented two movies and came to my place to watch them. It was nice to be distracted..for me and for June...life goes on and somehow we just put one foot in front of the other and get up when we fall. I think there is lots of sewing in my future....
So I went to June's and sewed to keep busy today. She and I took turns crying in between sewing this Pineapple Blossom (me) and her Orca Bay. Why I am crying you may wonder? Well DJ and I broke up on Wednesday night and she pretty much moved out on Thursday and most of her stuff and her dogs are already gone. I have a huge hole in my heart. The odds were against us from the start but she convinced me we could make it. I love her heart and soul and wish the stars would have aligned somehow so that we could have been together forever. It is so hard to lose your best friend and biggest cheerleader. I have lots of friends and will survive this loss too, I know in my head it is the right decision for both of us, but in my heart I want what we had back. Damn my heart.
Both Randy and Kathy invited me to dinner and so June and I met up with them and had Indian food which is my favorite. Really hadn't eaten for two days so it was good. We then rented two movies and came to my place to watch them. It was nice to be distracted..for me and for June...life goes on and somehow we just put one foot in front of the other and get up when we fall. I think there is lots of sewing in my future....
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5 comments:
I am sorry that she is gone. I can tell by your post that you are in pain. I am sending hugs and prayers your way.
Sorry to hear about DJ. I hope it all works out as it is supposed to in the end. Glad you have quilting to keep your hands and mind busy and distracted for a while.
Sorry for your pain. Your brain is dealing with this as it understands, but your heart...well, the heart has to grieve the loss.
My prayers are being said to ease your emptiness and loss.
Andee
Sharing such emotional turmoil; my heart is reaching out for you, dear.
So sorry that you are going through such heart ache Andee. {{{hugs}}} Elly
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